When you can take a peaceful moment, think on this: God, the Creator of All That Is, the very Presence of all that is Loving, is wholly present in me, as me, right now. Whether you feel this or not, be with this awareness as long as you can. Consciously acknowledge that this is your willingness, however dim, to receive a holy instant when all doubt has gone and you know this is true. Finally, and most importantly, ask your God Self to be the trust and the strength of your little willingness.