Giving And Receiving Are The Same

There is a time I realize that what I want most is to be loving in every moment, regardless of how that “moment” unfolds in the world. I feel a sureness of this thought for a time and then my mind begins to doubt. I ask why I can’t seem to hold the feeling. I hear Brother say, “How long you are able to hold the feeling of loving your brother is determined by how long you are willing to hold a loving thought of yourself.”