When it becomes apparent that nothing comes to us but by our will, do we become aware of our attachment to the world that we have made. Ask yourself simply if what you want is Heaven or your idealized version of a perfect world. Would you have God’s creation, or what the ego has made? It is our desire to “improve” and keep what we have that prevents our mind from accepting the wonders of all that awaits us just past the veil of our perception that sin is real. Ask today that your illusions be forgiven. Run the risk of surrendering to Love.