If you are having difficulty forgiving yourself it is likely because you are trying to get there thru the ego’s perception of whether of not you deserve it. You can save yourself a lot of pain and frustration when you realize that is simply not going to happen. It is only because of the ego’s perception you feel guilty in the first place. Self-forgiveness can only occur outside of your perception. It is, in fact, the beginning of the end of the ego entirely. Self-forgiveness is the perfect opportunity to allow the Voice for God to replace the ego’s perception in all our decision-making. Ask Love to take you to the Presence that knows your innocence is real. Find the relief that comes with knowing you cannot change what God created Part of All He Is.