It is good to examine our desire to have a helpful and loving purpose in the world. If it relies on the ego’s need to correct an injustice or fix the world in some way, we have again entrusted our healing to the source that sees a need to have pain. It is easy to know when this happens for the ego’s goals are conflicted, with no intention of ever being met. Our purpose here is to be witness to God’s Love; to clear from our mind the myth of sin and of fear. This is not something our “holy” ego can do. So when things are not going smoothly, it is time for a “reality” check. Go to your place of Refuge. Rest there with Him Who loves you. Then give Him your willingness to love, and your purpose has now been fulfilled.